Today makes a week since I lost my Grandfather... I dont know what kind of mood I'm in right now but everyone keeps asking if I'm ok, so I'm guessing it must show on my face.
I'm done with the Crying for now, but all I've been doing lately is wondering and wondering what is it all for? Why live and love and die? Why set your self up for it.
Then on the flip side. Why not? and why have i not?
Its almost like I am running on auto pilot. What am I doing with my life? Is this what I want to do forever? I'm stressing over things that I know may not make a difference 10 years from now...but what if one of the decisions I make do impact the future.
Im in the sad slump and can't seem to get out of it.
Some one said to me today that the 20's are your figuring it out phase of one's life. Well Im almost half way....hope the 2nd half I figure out more than I'm at right now.
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